-Soul Sick-

Aching body, aching mind
I look for answers I cannot find
Seeking solace in your eyes
You hide behind a thin disguise
Tossing, turning, I cannot sleep
I pray that one day, my love you'll keep
Tormented thoughts, they fill my head
As I lie alone in our stone cold bed
The thoughts I have, make me sick inside
But I cannot escape them, I cannot hide
My tortured soul will be the death of me
For I've lost my desire, I don't know where I want to be
How can one person cause so much joy and pain in the same instant?
I fear and feel us growing apart, ultimately becoming distant
I do not want that, I love you so
But I've lost my path, I don't know where to go