alone

i sit here alone
thinking of you
you're always on my mind
there's nothing i can do
i miss you so much
with each breath i take
i messed up everything
i made a mistake
will i ever be forgiven?
will i ever see you again?
my heart aches so much
it seems the pain never ends
i cant sleep at night
i can't close my eyes
knowing that you are not by my side
i've tried to block the feelings
there's no way to ever stop them
tomorrow morning i have to paint on that smile
and pretend that i dont miss you for a while
i love you more than ever
with each breath i take it grows
my heart & soul cry out for you
can you feel it? do you know?