Sleepless Rambling At 2am

sleep evades me
why won't it come?
i feel like i could sleep forever
and yet...i cannot

staring blankly at the nothingness
my heart skipped a beat
i touch my hair
it is dirty and disgusts me
why can't i sleep?

i am tired
and yet...i am wide-eyed
there is emptiness all around me
trying to enter me

i feel it invading my body
i can't fight it off
i feel shaky now
and sleep still evades me

now i can't even move