My Plea

I know im not interesting to talk to
But please I was hoping you could have been the one
I actually started to believe it for myself
But as the days pass i can see you become uninterested
Once again I push away another person
Why cant someone just want to talk to me
Why cant i be happy too
Im i that uninteresting
As i sit here and re-evaluate my life
I wish it would start over
I wish i could change everything
I wouldn't have opened up to you
I wouldn't have become your burden
I know I'm just a last resort
But please if you don't care let me know
I can take it i can handle the low blow
I just wish people wouldn't pretend with me
Why cant you listen to my plea
Please I'm begging please change me so I can be what you want
The voice in my head is an unwanted taunt
It repeats itself over and over again
Please...
Please...
Please?