Dear Jesus, I Need You To Carry Me

A call of longing for reason. The reason I lived through the hyper verbal cues. Riddles, Riddles of Love and Intrigue. Of a SOUL, Indeed.

Taken aback by the question of my SOUL

Was I to meet one PURE of heart, or no?

Had they known I was IINTRIGUED?!!!

Riddle me this: You were what I NEED

Questions, QUESTIONS of why you CAME

Came into my LIFE at a time of UNTRUTHS

Truthful INTERVENTIONS, suggestions from YOU

of living a life NOT CREDIBLE

A life WHERE it is I who Speaks, not THEM

Words FLY out of my mouth swiftly to the UNIVERSE

to Any SOULDMATE? Protecting my SPIRIT?! or is it my SOUL?!!!

You GUIDED my shrouded eyes 

When NO ONE would Listen,

They heard me, my cries of FEAR, of HELP?!

It was you, Damn YOU!!! JESUS, indeed

The one who kept me SANE in my time of need

For you I'd LIKE to have a life of LOVE

HAPPINESS is possible, this I BEG of my

TORTURED Heart to my Father above

CHRIST, you have been on my mind

I sit till you are SAFE a tear falls

GRACEFULLY, like a ballerina

salt stinging my RIGHT eye

JESUS CHRIST, YOU are the reason I lived

In days of UNReason!!!!!

Live, LIVED, Love.

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