Escape

Running inside the voices of my mind.
Crying my heart out.
When did I become so blind?
What is this endless route?

Coldness covering me.
Darkness surrounds.
Sunlight is all I can see.
But I know how this sounds.

No one cares
And no one understands.
No one stares
And no one lend their hands.

Please save me from this darkness.
Help me find my entity.
Erase my sadness
And make me escape this reality.

Love and fear.
Hope and trust.
I have nothing left but a pleading tear
And a heart that has to adjust.

Roses of beauty and pride
Thorns of pain and hurt.
Though I really need to decide
And they just desert.

Feelings of belongingness
Pride that destroys.
Waiting for happiness
In this place full of alloys.

One day, I'll be there.
Someday I will win.
Until then I'll no longer care
From where I've been.