Vertigo

Hugging myself,
Breaking down in silence,
Braking the mirror to see my true self,
Sure I’m lost,
And it hurts real bad,
But I know I’ll be just fine,
But I also need your faith in me,
And all the pity just feels like an insult,
Like an insult the blood I spill to create my art
Drifting in the darkness,
Falling into the abyss of the sea,
We know I’m gonna cry in silence,
And it’s gonna be hella agonizing for just “some kid”,
But I resume to be another “brick in the wall”,
I despise nothing more then being the same,
So your pitty,
It won’t help me,
But just drag me down,
Down to the hell I hate.
-Kitsuko Dragonstar