Elemental

 feel numb, as a cold block settles in my chest, crushing my heart-
ice.
i feel hot, as energy pulses through my veins, searing my senses-
fire.
i feel disconnected, as if im trickling through a crowd that doesnt seem to see me-
water.
i feel nothing, floating up as unseen as i feel, filling empty space with empty air-
wind.
i feel me, a feeling you have never quite grasped, though i know youll always try-
spirit.
i feel these elements, good and bad emotions
all mixed together
 to create the only force that can get me though them all-
magick.