In The Last Hour

In The Last Hour

A Poem by anne p. murray- LadeeAnne



In the last hours of my life

I ponder the question…

Have I fallen from grace?

I’m filled with despair

I've made many mistakes

on  the road to Heaven

 

Fifty miles from Chanticleer

I feel stuck , missed by grace

Peeping through keyholes

Pushing happiness away

I'm blinded by the dark

 

Is this a rehearsal of my life?

Will I get another chance?

Am I simply a flaky fraud

In some sapphire state of despair

Still searching for the light?

 

I'm a stranger in this world

Renouncing the realness of life

All in ebonies and lavenders

I reveal secrets without a word

As I brush off visions of the past

I've disappointed otherness

Trying to blow off my heartaches

But it’s a smoke screen

 

I'm just alone…

In an empty room

 

© 2011 anne p. murray- LadeeAnne


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To error is human, it is how we deal with those mistakes that defines our character... if we know in our hearts we meant no harm and feel remorse whether we can fix the mistake or not then God knows too and only his judgement matters.

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anne p. murray- LadeeAnne
anne p. murray- LadeeAnne

Birmingham, AL



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