Painful Wishing

 

I feel so lonesome, so painfully forlorn

My precious baby grew inside of me, until one fateful morn

Though I'd never known her, never seen her face

My mind and body knew something's wrong, something’s out of place!

Never given the chance to say goodbye

Never able to cuddle, or sing my baby a lullaby

My mind is churning like a thousand angry bees

All I can think is, "Why did this happen to me?"

Coming home from the hospital, my heart broken into bits

There's no fixing this, no miscarriage first-aid kits

All I have to hold now, a little teddy-bear

To remember my little one, wishing instead that she were there.