I never

Allowing time to teach you that choices matter and that choices we make are ones we must live with. Accepting this lesson with an admiration for the opportunity to feel something larger than ourselves

I didn’t mean to let it go, 

To allow my nerves to get the best of me, 

But for what its worth, 

I just want you to know,

That…

I never saw the sun the way I saw it with you,

I never felt the wind like the way I felt it with you, 

I never quite felt anything the way I did before you, 

You…

You…

For the first time I allowed myself to feel, 

Let your love intensify, 

What I forced to blend in the background, 

Is now center stage, 

I felt this couldn’t be true, 

I convinced myself so…

I never saw the sun the way I saw it with you,

I never felt the wind like the way I felt it with you, 

I never quite felt anything the way I did with you, 

You…

You…

Time escaped me,

It found its way back, 

Endless overthought, 

Slowly reappeared, 

What seemed untrue, 

The countless times I convinced myself it was never true, 

Flooded back without mercy, 

Reminding me that, 

I never saw the sun the way I saw it with you,

I never felt the wind like the way I felt it with you, 

I never quite felt anything the way I did with you, 

You…

You…