The Lake

Oh God pull me out of this. 

This vast, cold lake of confusion, heart ache, and despair. 

I’ve been dumped in the middle of it and I can’t see shore. 

I can’t feel bottom. 

So deep. 

So cold. 

So big. 

So alone. 

The waves of it just keep hitting me over and over and over again and I don’t know my way out. 

Which way? 

God, which way?