Lost in the Dark

My eyes fall

And up goes the wall

Because I know its not real

Even though that’s not what I feel

It’s a hard task

But I can easily mask

All the pain

I want to cry

And every now and then die

Because for some reason

They have become a treason

Im so lost in the dark

Because they have left there mark

I want them back

But knowing them they’ll leave me in the black

I cant say this

Because they’ll get pissed

I feel alone

Im sorry I always have that tone

But your not me

And you cant see

The pain deep inside thee

You think im happy

But I feel so crappy

Because im alone

You left me

When you said that would never be

Well look what you all have done

You broke my heart a ton

I’m blue

Because your just you

Can you change

I think not

You never loved me a lot

Supposed family and friends

Yeah that tend

To bring me down a ton

Well im gone

Because this is so wrong

What am I to do

I have no clue

So as you read this

Maybe you’ll actually miss

The one whos always been here

When you have never been near