Why do I try

Why do I try and fight

A young woman Battling her way through life and why do i try out of insanity or pride I haven't yet decided can it be I am just trying to show everyone else what I can do but why do I try to prove it does it really matter for in I am just a wink in this world it is true for my years are just as everyone's else's just a small portion of a glimpse in this mad world we call home Faith is the one of the only things I can think of why I try for god must put me here for some good reason am i right? Or am I wrong? This world is years old and I am on it like a tiny hamster on a wheel trying to fight the current chains of life to make my own path but why? I sometimes think it's love yet love is pain and some say pain is gain I hunger for love and it just found me yet It was not the answer to my question. Kites fly for the reason to fly dogs wag it's tail for the reason of happiness yet humans in this Life follow a pattern none truely the same yet still a beaten down path and the same meeting crossroad so why do I try my on conclusion is that no one really knows for sure No they don't and I think that's the real reason we don't know but we fight and try any way my life and yours we fight for individuality amongst the tousands of us when the path we often choose has already been tracked yet we try and fight for it anyway and why I don't pretend to know why all I can come up with is that is our nature to try and try again to regret nothing and regret everything at the same time why do I try ? I don't know the truth to that question except that I can try and I will and I can live with not knowing the main universal question for maybe I am not suppose to know and I am okay with that .