Hidden scars

This Is a story to help people to let out what's happened to them and come forward

three when my father commited sucide leaving his only child of age three with my mom now widowed at 22 . Alittle later a horrible abusive man came into our lives and my mom married him for she gave him two children my brother and sister my mother worked sixteen hours straight and left me with the monster to help raise his children without me my sister would have never learned to walk and I had some help from my now step brother who loved with his mom I felt jealousy towards him cause he got to get away from the hell of my life where I was trapped at age 8 to help my mother raise my siblings and block out the sounds and hold my siblings tight when the monster hit my mom and beat her down when he got angry he never laid a hand on us except once he spanked me with a belt for making a mess . When he was sorta gone my mom used pills to feel numb I use to have nightmares one day she wouldn't wake up and I was left with two young ones to the hands of my family who hardly knew anything for we were taught to never speak of what happens behind clothes doors . When I was in the fifth grade I was sent to live with my fathers family to try to have a normal life with a witch who tricked my mom to sign over custody when she wa drugged out on pills ; I will never forgive the witch it didn't last long for my grandmother from my moms side fought to get me back and soon in the seventh grade I was back to my home town living with my great aunt re united with my siblings while my mom went to rehab I was joyous to be with them again for I was pretty much the second mom we got to visit her while she was in rehab and her friend who need a place to live fixed up our broken house where the monster had left his holes of anger . In the eight grade we were all re united and a year later she found a husband who was munipulative and destrutive as the last and a daughter who I would kill on sight now I personally had let a boy I didn't know closely take my purness away and feel in love with his sorta friend who had blonde curls he used drugs and was manipulative I broke up with him when he tried to make me choose between him and my family I choose my family and was sad for my lost love the husband was still around when I got with a close friend for awhile he was gentle and kind yet we couldn't be there for each other and let each other grow I cried for I still remeber how his hat sat on his head soon the husband hurt my mom and slung me into door liner that was the last time I saw him or the daughter after they left I was happy and with a red head boy who ended up boring me to death and I left him and continued my now happy life with my family my mom now took to the bottle she stopped after she struck me and didn't remeber. I feel in love with a man at 16 he was 21 it was love at first sight yet he was a loser who loved drugs more than a stable life my mother now with a man the size of a linebacker agreed I should leave him I did and the giant man was kind and loves me and my siblings and my mom he is here today as I am about to turn 17 I two months ago left a friend for a for for my first love the man with the blonde curls now sober and my life working hard to get where I bed to be along with chores,friends, and the man I love because I just know. I do. And now I am walking this life with all that and countless hidden scares

Reviews

[melissa]

The first part of this story was sad but the last part was amazing i love the story keep up the great work and keep sending me more to read i love reading them

[Kamari's]

Thank you yet this is my story my real background story nothing I came up with it all happened but I will continue to add to it

[melissa]

You should turn it into a book

[Kamari's]

I will soon