Chapter 1 07/2/1936

This is about one of my idols

The first date is for my grandad the man who took me under his wing
This man was my rock the king
See my dad never really got me and dipped
This man my grandad he understood me and chipped
Away at the walls I built so high
This man made me fly
He built me up with confidence and tough love
This man made me feel like a dove
He made me feel part of my family and not a black sheep
This man knew me and that stuff is deep
Dont get me wrong I wasn't the best growing up and he scared the life out of me
But he saw my pain and anger you see.
instead of throwing me away like the person I should call dad
He took me in and never made me feel bad
Of course he made sure I was doing things right
But he always made sure I had the fire in my belly desire and fight
See ive been knocked down hurt more times I can think
This man was always in my corner and helped me come back from the brink
But unfortunately he is now no longer here
But I will fight on with the last message he told me which bought me to tears
Im so proud of you and what your doing in life
Things may get hard but your a dad and you have a wife.

So im saying Just remember all though your role models and heroes disappear
They keep you grounded and make you erase your fear.
Life is s**t and its rough but if you have or had a hero or an idol in your life
Or like me you have a family and wife
Remember they will be proud.
So shout or read this aloud
I am not afraid or scared im ready for the world to see
im am worthy I am me.