The Buddha taught
that the foot feels the foot when it
feels the ground, but when I walk
I feel the air of good graces
suspended, the spaces of landscapes
grown & cultivated quietly on the inner
outside of me. Everything which you see
is within me you see;
you included.
I am not just a foot, hand, eye, heartbeat;
but a mindfulness, a different body-ness:
a small cloud that is repelled by its own
shadow far below on the ground.
I, like all made things, often mistake
the darkness I cast for my own birth.
I forget always that it is the sun
behind me that breaks my
silhouette. That illuminates my
temporary dimensions.
My skin feels burned pink,
Like Icarus. A nimbus of light: a crown
that I blink, shrink & shrug off.
It tickles my cheeks; sometimes,
Nirvana makes me sneeze.
Yet, upon my own meter
I shall follow, without slowing -- no,
I shall cut my own path, & go tip-toeing
like a scarab. An Egyptian sphinx
who, nose-less, knows how & why
the wind blows. Do not seek it without,
he said: Peace comes from within. And
how silly; that to remember the way,
I keep looking at my feet.