Nothing to say...

Written Spring of '07

The pain you've caused

The lies you spew

I hope it never

Comes back to you.

But if it does

Maybe then you'll see

Exactly what

You're doing to me.

All that hate

Every single lie

And still you won't

See me cry.

I won't stoop to your level,

I won't play you're game

I don't even

Mention your name.

I WON'T spew the hate,

Refuse to tell lies

I'd never tell your secrets.

I try and try

To respect the person

If not the actions.

Lies and such?

No satisfaction!

You don't trust

Now I'm to blame...

But didn't you accuse

Me of the same?

Go ahead, blame me

For your life today...

If I could,

I'd wish it away.

Wish it never happened

That we were still friends--

But that will NEVER

Happen again.

After all these years

My heart's not healing

Some days I don't know

What I'm feeling.

Anger? resentment?

What hurts the most

is the fact that we

Were so close

And when it ended

You used it against me

I feel so hollow,

Used and empty.

I always pretend

To be doing so well,

But inside I feel

Like I'm just a shell

Of the person that  

I used to be...

Maybe it's loneliness

That's taken over me.

So many thoughts

But nothing to say

I'm sorry things

Had to go this way.

Reviews

[TMS.Shammie]

A very heartfelt poem. I would completely think that this about something that you have either seen or gone through in life.. and you have completely expressed it through this beautiful poem.

well done.

Regards,
TMS.Shammie
(Tejas Shah)