Ten Times Better

I had to make a choice.

And it had to be one or the other.

There were no compromises.

No do-overs.

Someone was going to get hurt.

So I made my choice.

And as the tears stream down my face,

I have to question whether its the right one.

But the way you let me go,

The way you just vanished from my life...

I knew we were growing apart,

I knew it wasn't the same anymore.

But you didn't even fight for me.

So, yes, I am heartbroken.

But I will move on.

Sure, I question my choice.

And I'm scared to death that you are gone for good.

Because if I made the wrong choice,

I'll feel ten times worse than before.

But if I made the right choice,

Which I'm not proud of myself for doing,

Then it gets ten times better.

Its a gamble.

And you didn't bet on us.

But neither did I.

So you're gone.

And I am going to miss you.

Author's Note

I felt for this one. I'm not sure what I felt. But I felt something... Enjoy?

Reviews

[Scarlett Willows]

this made me feel like i was in my situation again.
very good job; i could feel the emotion..
kindda makes me sick knowing that this is true?
anyways good read' my favorite you've written so far keep it up.