[my mind's unfinished]

How else do I describe my lack of writing?

I just sit here,

My mind left to wander.

This is when I usually write,

Isn't it?

This is when I just sit down, and write all I'm thinking, express my feelings.

 

So the question arises:

What am I feeling?

What emotion I am reacting to, what part of me feels the need to write it all down?

I'm not sad; my eyes aren't filled with tears, my head is not pounding from a depressed headache.

I'm not angry; my brow is not furrowed, there is no vicious terror threatening to break free from my inner termoil.

I'm not confused; my fingers aren't hesitating on the keyboard, my mind isn't a jumbled mess of everything that happened or will happen.

 

So what emotion does that leave me with?

 

Happiness? I can't say I'm extremely happy, but I guess I could be.

I'm not emotionally drained, I can definitely still feel, react, and act appropriatly to what I've been presented in life.

 

I think what I am is content.

I am just fine with what's happening around me, just fine with life.

 

But that doesn't leave me with anything to write about.

Because I usually write with big emotions, when drastic events happen in my life.

But I guess sacrifices have to be made.

Author's Note

I had troubles with this one.. Couldn't find the right words to say what I wanted.. But this is as far as I got, and its as finished as it'll ever be. Enjoy...