Who I Am

Hi, I'm Kelsey.

I'm not typical, nor a stereotype for girl.

I can be girly at times, and also tomboyish.

I'm stubborn, independent and love to be in control, even when I shouldn't.

I find it very difficult to express my feelings in person, especially to someone I love.

Somewhere deep down, I find a sick joy in messing with the hearts of people around me.

I take them and twist them, break them, and hurt them.

I always have a deep desire for people I can't have.

Therefore, I will never be satisfied.

I can put on an act to bring people in, hide hurt, or push people away.

I have a temper that can be awful at times.

I want to be humbled, and not in control.

Yet I cling to power as if my life depended on it.

I wish someone would come along and put me in my place.

But I am afraid of being wrong.

I can't listen to my heart because I can't understand what it says.

I can be smart at times, and fun at times, but only on a good day.

I like to write and can't stand improper grammar.

My friends are kept at arms length because I'm afraid of people getting close.

I am afraid of commitment to one person, and deathly afraid of being unfaithful in marriage.

Therefore I am not married.

I can hate people with a terrible passion.

I can hold a grudge for years.

I judge people by first impressions.

I hurt people with words, and loose friends in the same way.

I don't deserve anyone, yet I crave attention.

I am a terrible person.

Hi, my name is Kelsey.

Reviews

[f**k you]

WOW. I can't really critique this in any way, it's very personal. But I still really enjoyed reading it, and I'd thought I'd review anyways... I LOVED how it grew from saying general, "good" things about yourself and sort of transformed down into the "bad"...I'm not even sure if that was your intent but it made it interesting to read. Oh, and by the way, you are not a terrible person. Seriously. *smacks*

-nicole-was-here-