Slipping

Lately I've been slipping 

just been stumbling by 

trying to break old habits 

but I can't seem to leave them behind 

attempting to eat healthy 

go to bed by a decent time 

works for a little but

I always slip back into that state of mind 

where nothing matters 

and in return, neither do I 

so I'll spend hours in the mirror picking at my skin 

and eat all the junk food in sight 

weed will be my bestie again

stay in my body through day and night 

maybe I'll dye my blonde hair black 

and give in to the mysterious type