I'm not there

Heartfelt

No explanation will ever suffice. I cannot say why or why not I did not fight harder. It’s sad to say I’m not there. For all the times gone by all the memories I haven’t gotten to share. Nothing causes greater despair in my heart. I only hope one day you’ll forgive me. My love for you shall never waiver. My only wish is that you’ll have a fulfilling life with happiness and love and a richness of knowing I never gave up I never stopped caring, I never not wanted to be there. God love me for I’m not there.