Trying To Erase You

 

I'm trying to move on
I’m trying to forget you
But all I think about is you
I fight myself all day
Trying to hold back my tears
Erasing every memory we have
Trying to make you disappear
But it my wall falls down at night
And I can’t sleep with out thinking of you
Without looking at your picture
And imagining you beside me
Holding me
Telling me you love me
And that you’ll never let me go
I fall asleep crying
Wishing this was all a dream
And when I smile the next day
I feel guilty
That I’m having fun
Or trying to
And I beat myself up about it
I’m sorry I’m not there
I’m sorry you can’t be here
I promise I’m still here
Just a phone call away.