Random scribbles

Exactly what the title says these are random scribbles written on random bits of paper :)

Here I stand once more,                                                                                              My back is forced against the wall, 

The victor of a scarring war,

Though destined now I seem to fall,

Caught in time no moving on,

Lack of faith does test,

My mind thinks not but a con,

I'm seen as an unwanted guest,

What haunts has past,

But deeper engraved unseen,

Stuck with my heart in it's cast,

Smashing to the ground permanently unclean.