I'm over it

Like stuck in a fog, you blinded me,
Robbed my ability to clearly see.

Every breath I took, you damaged my heart
From the inside you ripped me apart.

All it took from you was one kiss
I became addicted, but you were a sickness.

There's always a smell when you're near,
It's toxic, addictive, like giving an ex-junkie gear.

When you see me you goad me, abuse me with your lies,
It works, my willpower goes, and then the sadness re-emerges in my eyes.

You drive me mad, when I give in, my mind gives out a roar and deep inside me the waterworks pour.

All you gave me was grief and strife,
now I just want you to stay the hell out of my life.

I gave you every second of my time,
but from me you'll not get one more dime.

I've finally got over it, done the last mile,
And for the first time in a long time, I finally can smile.