Memory of Him

Just a quick poem^^) somewhat abstract

Memory of him

I reach out to the quivering light and cry
The melancholy of the sasanqua makes my heart tear
I feel the memories, but I can't remember
The past life haunts me
I see the sounds dance around me
They mock me and my absolute misery
I sink further into the abyss
I fill it with tears
Each drop oozes with life and soon I begin to fade
I die alone, frozen at the bottom of the sea
All because I couldn't remember his name
The name that the wind speaks to me
I hear it every day but it isn't clear
My mind blurs along with the memory of me
My body soon becomes a bed of flowers and I am recycled
I reside at the heart of the sasanqua
I synchronize with the millions of souls that surround me
And become new
I open my eyes and feel the vibrations and hear the voices
I smile as I remember his name
"Too late" I think