ARRANGED by me with LYRICS PRIOVIDED by CruxShadows, NIN, and RazorWireHalo

Disjointed. Definitely. but all the more accurate to how I felt.

I hurt myself today (my truth my cut my lust my pain)
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain (my truth my cut my lust my pain)
the only thing that's real

the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting (my truth my cut my lust my pain)
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything (my truth my cut my lust my pain)

what have I become
my sweetest friend

and you could have it all

my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

 

everyone I know goes away in the end

You took my life you made it

cut

deep deep deep deep

 

I wear this crown of s**t
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair

 

if I could start again
a million miles away (Lonely and cold)

 

beneath the stains of time
a feeling disappears (Distracted shivering)

 

what have I become
my sweetest friend

everyone I know
goes away in the end

 

you are someone else
I am still right here

 

A twisted version of me

controlling twisted version of you

and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

 I would keep myself
I would find a way....

 

I beg for comfort with an adequate verse

It meant so much to me and so little to her

 

And I am sinking into a mountain of self pity

I will never understand why you took me into your little terror

Everything was in order til you destroyed it

 

Why cant I simply disregard all the things I feel

 

Where is my angel

you make this all go away

Where is my angel

you make this all go away

Where is my angel when I need him most

 

Where is my angel

you make this all go away

Where is my angel

you make this all go away

Where is my angel tell me now where did he go

 

I just want something

 

I'm down to just one thing
and I'm starting to scare myself

I just want something I can never have