My Thoughts Are Everywhere...

I cant get him out of my head. He is all I ever think about. I wish he lived here. I wish that I could see him and kiss him. But I cant and it's driving me crazy! Nobody's like him! NOBODY!

I don’t know what to do                   
Or even what to say
I just keep thinking of ways
To end my suffering and curiosity
I know what I want
Well at least I thought I did
All these months
I thought I loved him
And thought I knew just who he was
But days go by now
And I just don’t know anymore
Maybe my friends were right about him
Maybe he’s just another guy
Another guy after one thing
….sex
Its hard to imagine
Because I am head over heals for him
He means so much to me
I want to believe
That he isn’t like everyone else
And everybody is wrong about him
But how can I
When my thoughts are everywhere

Author's Note

dont care bout grammar or flow...

Reviews

[Scarlet Pulse]

I love how almost every poem you say "dont care about grammar and flow", meanwhile there is mostly a wonderful and unique flow in every one of your poems. Good write.

[Tate Morgan]

Excellent

[Wolfe Greytome]

This is a piece that clearly lays out what it feels like to go through a situation that everybody can relate to. Refusing to see the flaws in somebody but still wondering how people manage to find so many flaws to point out. Which leads to chaotic thinking where you try to stem the swirling thoughts by clinging to the one thing you deem a constant - your perception of the one you are after. Well done!!!

[Impulse]

It's very hard to be with someone you love when you start doubting the reasons as to why they love you. Nice description of this particular situation. Keep it up =]

[Destinee]

It's crazy. It's as if these exact words that have been running through my head for the past three years suddenly wound up here by your hand. great poem and very relatable.

[Jess.]

Been there done that, for sure...glad to say I'm over it now...at least for the most part.
Nice piece though.

[PaperHearts]

Interesting... Having a whole battle going on between your head and your heart can be one thing, but also having a whole other one between your friends and the one you love can be a completely confusing, difficult situation. I liked your line about your thoughts being everywhere, and I thought that it really epitomised the struggle that you go through in a situation like this. A nice write,
~PaperHearts

[Cassandra D.]

Wow.
This was, again, very nicely done.

[AbsentElements]

Had I read this any sooner I couldn't relate but as explained in some of my writing I have recently gone through the same thing... Maybe in a bit of a different way, but I understand exactly what you mean. Very nice write.

[I Am Svetlana]

I like this...it's hard to keep your thoughts off of someone you love or imagine what it is they could be after...