White Lines

My thoughts are everywhere.

I thought it was all over but the pain is still here.

No response, no answer, no nothing.

Just white lines, now my eyes start to focus.

Heavy breathing and that's when I start to feel so closed in.

Trap inside of a mind that sees nothing but suffering.

One line then another.

They see me smile but only I know the cover.

The feeling of a need.

The feeling that cause such a greed.

The feeling that means so much to me.

I need this high once again.

I need to put this shame to an end.

Pleaseee....

I need......

I'm losing control

But it won't be long until it's gone.

No response, no answer, no nothing.

Just white lines, now my eyes are open.