This Pain I Endure

What right would I have to do such a thing?

Oh,
  hello there.
How long has it been?
  14  months? 22 months?
    It's getting close.
The 25th, right?
Yes, that was when we last crossed paths.
  December 25th, 2008.
  I remember quite vividly.

I walked away in a rush
  and laid down,
    and there you were;
streaming down my face,
  soaking into the pillow I used
    to hide my cries of sadness.

It has been a long time.
  I have not cried in so long.
Oh tears, return to me now.
  There is more pain to be washed away.
No, I cast no blame.
  The fault is not hers.
    Only those who hurt her then
  are to blame for the pain I endure now.