XXXX is worried but there's nothing to worry about

because i am nothing
am a dead man walking backwards
collecting pennies off the corpses of the homeless
violating half the commandments
i am yours until i am not
because you have nothing until there's something
because death is still more real than my precedent

i'll be dead before it hits me
and i won't feel nor cry about
what it means to be nothing on a world where it means something