Holding

Its hard holding onto something

That was never meant to be

Although I swear I tried

There's just something wrong with me

I know I said I'd be there

But I had to walk away

For all the knowledge that we share

Has set me a stray

I got distracted by my feelings

and run away with every thought

When we wanted the same thing

But your words just had me caught

We had a simple agreement

To be confidants and nothing more

and I tried hard just to be that

but you just feel so poor

I want nothing but to hold you

and to tell you it's okay

Know everything I said was true

not just cause I wanted you to stay

and I'm sorry that I lost it

I dragged it way too far

When it's nothing that you need

and for me it's just too hard

There's no room for me at this time

but I'm different like you believed

It's just a heart that's not mine

and know that's no relief

I've talked with you, I've listened

I set you straight when you were lost

I'd give you everything I have

but i'm just not sure it's worth the cost

Once upon a time

I told you "a friend forever"

and although I'm silent now

I hope that's something you'll remember

I hope that you can understand

the distance I must make

But you can always find me

if my advice is what you take

Once again I am sorry

If I proved to let you down

but I can't help but worry

when I've seen nothing but a frown

I know I've got work to do

my life, myself, right here

but there's a reason I need to thank you

you've helped me surpass my biggest fear

Reviews

[Neon]

It's an emotional song, Me too write songs and i've felt the voice of your heart through the song. Well, time always brings something good what seemed better for us to live, so, don't be worry about past whatsoever you done .. just live in present and try making here heaven.
Wonderful song, your a good song-maker. Keep on.