Just Fine

Some days I'm happy

Happy enough to be alive

Some days I dont care

Enough to survive

Most days I miss this

Talk the whiskey away

Every thought in my mind

Just a drink to stay sane

Covered in blankets

Sleep away every day

Spend my nights in a haze

Let the memories play

I cant help but wonder

with my tolerance high

How the liquor still gets me

Trapped inside my mind

Is it odd that I'm smiling

when my heart starts to break

I cant help but love failure

Enables my body to shake

I know that I'm better

So much better than this

I know that I'm smarter

Than the life I live

I know that you see me

From across the room

Ill make my way to the exit

Hope that you follow through

Wait for a moment

you up against the wall

put my lips on your neck

fade away from the cold

I want you to whisper

How Ill be everything

the only one now

let me hear you sing

Know that I notice

How your hand fits in mine

And if you hold onto me

we'll both be just fine