Not Now

It does not hurt

right now,

but I promise I will cry

later.

You brought me to life,

then killed my soul.

 

I want to let go

so why I am still

clutching on so tightly?

It is a bitter cold

hovering over me.

 

I thought I was

living,

but now I know

it was only a spell

you cast over me.

 

Set me free,

let me laugh once more.

You do not even know

that I know.

I cannot look at you,

no, not now.