Heart

People always need that one person to feel safe but once that one person leaves were no longer the same person after

I long for the love I can't receive

this world is slowly changing me.

I long for the same attention

those who don't deserve it receive. 

To feel that security 

Everyone wishes for.

There's only so much I can show

without having the feeling of being judged.

It's killing me that you're not here,

You won't believe the wonders I can see.

How I'm living happily

but having this shameful feeling of being guilty.

I search for help as my faith slips away,

as each memory I have of us

slowly fades from my mind.

You become this ghost 

I can no longer feel

All this love I had 

just disappears

You caused me misery

cant you see

I'm drowning. 

Author's Note

Mind full of thoughts...This just came to my mind randomly.. Enjoy :)

Reviews

[Donna]

I know the feeling all to well. This one really hit home. You said it all perfect. Thank you for sharing this.

[G. Writing]

Thank you so much!!

[emipoemi]

Sometimes randomness is fantastic. This is powerful and packs a good punch with every line. You have a few grammatical errors ("....that YOU'RE not here"; ".....believe the WONDERS I can see"; "......I seek the help" (no "for" - "search for" but "seek" no "of). But other than that, brava! Well done!