What I See

Secrets in my darkest hours

Secrets in my blackest soul

The grape-vine sings a song of truth

Yet all I speak is lies to prove

Denial is so sorrowful

I stand inside my watching tower

In my head I scream and scold

He sees this girl; a loving friend

That's all he sees me as; the end

Depression is so powerful

All my pain inside devours

I fear my heart is growing cold

My life is turned and flipped around

I fall and may never hit the ground

My time has been so wasteful

I see an ocean in h is vast blue eyes

A sonnet with his moving lips

The caressing in his flowing hair

The strength in his gentle stare

I wish he sees what I see

I feel intensity in bright sunrise

When I think of who I long to kiss

I feel great compassion in his touch

And how I love him oh so much

I only wish he sees me!