Make it Stop

Violation and depression running through my veins.
Not knowing what to do,
wanting to redo everything from the beginning.
Feeling trapped inside my body, wanting to get out.

Waking up sweating for nights,having nightmares.
Replacing everything that happened on April 14th.
Trying everything to et it out of my head but failing.
Nothing working, going crazy inside.

You have forever changed me.
How I look at things,
how I can trust guys.
I hope you can live with yourself,
for everything you have done.