Lost

I feel like I'm losing the people I love and care about.

Like I'm all alone in this big world.

People say they care about me,

but I don't feel it.

Even the close people around me feel so far away.

Everytime I talk to someone it makes us further apart.

 

I used to be this happy, carefree girl.

Always smiling and laughing.

Bringing brightness into peoples day.

Helping people anyway I could.

 

Now I feel lost.

Some days I feel like I'm still that old girl,

other days I feel like a complete stranger.

 

Everytime I talk to someone I hurt them.

When I try to fix it people get mad at me.

Yes it's my fault because of the things I do.

Thats when I hate myself the most.

 

Lately I've been fake to people.

Smiling and laughing,

when all I want to do is cry.

Saying I'm amazing when really I'm hurting inside.

 

I don't want to worry people.

I want people to be happy,

not carry them down by how I am.

 

 

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[frozensakura]

totally relatable -athena