Part 0 : Beginnings that End

If only. . I just can't let go of this. . I cannot help anymore. . All I can do now is hope for their safety as I fall further underwater. . Every last part. . Why? . . I didn't do it. . I must work on healing myself even if it leaves a scar. . What I don't want to do. . 

Everything  turns black. A line of words comes back. . No sentences. . One after the other. . Barely a pause before the next.

At least, up until now. Up until now I thought I was safe. Up until now I felt strongly about everything. Up until now. . 

Yes! I barely remember but yes! My mind is broken and full of chaos but yes. . Yes.. 

Who was it that betrayed me and why? And why? I can hear my thoughts as if I speak them aloud but my lips refuse to move with them. With the rest of my mind. 

I see someone. Who? The person answers with another question, "Why are you here?" Without an answer the man answer himself, "What did you do?" As if years gone by without a words he speaks again, "All is forgiven. Now, try again."

I wake up. All memories here. Except one is not as it should be. . 

"Are you okay? Can you hear me? She's awake!"A familiar voice is now followed by the face of its speaker.

But. . He should be dead. .