I can't let go

So this has been all a joke right,
I was nothing to you,
Just like all the guys in my life?

 

I will never be anything to anyone,
I just want to know one thing,
And that is why?

 

I give up,
I am brakeing down,
I am doing what any girl would do.

 

I walking away,
My head hald high,
And with my pride still.

 

Not turn back,
Not running for you,
I am moving on.

 

Nothing to change my mind,
Or to pulling me back in,
I am my own person.

 

I will take the hand,
Of someone new,
Even though I love you.

 

What am I say,
I would always turn around,
And let you pull me in.

 

It hurts to say,
But I am someone else,
I am not my own person.

 

I think about,
the times we had,
Holding each other near.

 

Even though you far away,
And there is nothing for me to do,
I wish I could hold you near.

 

My love is your,
And always will be,
until I die.