Not Understanding

Something I wrote in the moment of feeling

Sat in the corner of my bed

As i sit in the dark

With my hoodie on as I freeze

Wondering if everything will be okay?

I tell myself everything will be fine, 

If I just believe.. 

I believed that for many years

And everything was great all of a sudden!

I was happy with everything and nothing went wrong

But as talking of sudden,

That all stopped, everything messed up + nothing went right

Which leave me here, again

Sat in my bedroom with no light

Crying again at night. 

Tears rolling down my face, 

Trying to hide them, with a smile

Ha, Yeah.. I give up on that for a while.. 

You can't please everyone, 

I understand that

but this isn't even funny anymore

To actually wipe a fake smile of my face

You know im hurt. 

I'm on demand

I obey my commands

I really hope this doesn't expand

But yet, you wouldn't understand. 

- Miss'lc

Author's Note

Feeling like this atm.
So I wrote it down.

Reviews

[Penlady]

...explained such deep feeling and hurt..you've also shown the reality of how feelings change from one minute to the next...that reality keeps hope alive.

[Dove]

This is fantastic!! I think i can seriously relate to this. You did a great job on this one. keep it up!

[.Lost Soul.]

ok, this is great, i love it and can really relate to it. Great job!

[NoTTzCuz]

Nice 1 DUCK !