Opposites In Love (Feelings In Exchange)

Loved by one... when one does not love you

I can remember when we first met...Every guy wanted you for your body instead of your inner beauty.I never wanted to have nothing to do with that bet.
Although I did want you though I would never admit..When I got the courage to you gave me the emotional electricity to keep my heart lit.
Although you said all you wanted was me....There could never be anything more saying we will always remain in a constant flow.
Suddenly I would ask you about things like movies you no longer wanted to go..
Even when it came down to just sitting and having the chance to talk about love...
Your idea of having fun was going out and exposing yourself at a club..
Remember when I use to tell you my dreams, but all along you said just give it up it's something you will never do.
I knew then attention was your middle name. Never cared about anything or anyone if it did not somehow benefit you.
I tried to give you flowers..You gave me the rain, the thunder, the lighting and the showers.No longer did you care about sitting under the clouds when the sky was so blue.
You didn't even care about giving a wish of having a goodnight when we go to shut our eyes over the phone like the way we use to.
I asked myself was it me?Maybe it was something you heard from your friends remember them?Was it something in her head saying I no longer want to be with him.
I even told you all including my fears.. You no longercomforted them, but instead you loaded upammunition for my tears.
Then that day when you walked out that door.I wonder and asked myself why she was acting so strange.
I dropped to my knees...I picked up my pocket knife and said maybe it's time for change.
I went in my room and looked at her photos.All of them were known as her favorite pictures.I still try to make sense of all this to say the least.I took the knife and cut right down the middle.
With each one I took a whole new piece.Then I realize we were opposites in love.Then I got a phone call from one of my old friends.The first thing that came to my mind was how is she?
Sometime we as people have to take chances.If things don't work out don't ask why?Realize that we are going to love and have heartbreak as long as we are alive.
There is no need to want to die.Take chances don't be afraid to try.As for the photo that I made...I told myself those same words...
Somehow my friend knew, but all she can say was whatever your problem was just relax those things that happen sometime we wish we did not see or heard.
Indeed she was right I did let it be..In the end before someone shares there love and I share mine that photo of the person that I always loved.
Not to mention they have love toward I well that person was..........................................................Me

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