Ill Make You Hate Me (You Caused Me Pain)

Sometime we have to hurt before we heal

I would say you were the most important thing in my dream.

I told you that I will protect from this world. You will never scream.

Although your words compared to mine were like a waterfall.

Putting out, but everything, but in the end it always went clearly downstream.

Although I realize in your eyes was the lies behind someone that did not take me for me there was no room forcompromise.

You hated it that was not the real you.

I never knew that a body and person had to be supervised by a disguise that had to be constantly improvised.

That was the most shocking thing that I had seen from you.

You just did not say surprise.

Even though now I see it was you not me.

I will no longer try to play the game of chase behind a false word.

I will make it known to the world.

Scream like I said you never would where I know it will be heard.

I tried to give you all I can, but you never gave a damn.

I gave you my heart told me when I met you that this is all me.

Then you said your negative ways are there, but not for you.

It is just the way I am.

You made me change my entire frame of mind.

Like a mine it exploded.

I guess you had aexpiration date.

You corroded.... I brought into your fake love.. you sold it.

I am not chasing you.

Yet you want to talk and smile.

Give me a break last thing I want to do is face you.

I tired to help you with all even shopping for a kid that was not even mine picking the stroller.

I would bend backwards like a bridge that had no bumps.

You were more than happy to misuse and crossover.

So from here on out when you hear my name scream, holler, shout.

I don't care about what you say are do.

Yeah I am full of doubt.

You want to go one direction I am going to go the other route.

You think you want to be rude with your words be careful how you say them.

They can be jammed right back down your mouth.

You want someone to beat you and mistreat you.

I tired to save what I believed in, but it was not me it was you that mis leaded you, yet defeated you.

No longer will you control me.

No hold on me.

Take your crap and flush it in the bathroom.

I hope you find it on the other end and it creeps on you while you sleep.

You are the black sheep putting me through s**t.

You get it what goes around comes around hope you get in to deep.

Get your feelings hurt.

Buried in the dirt.

Like there is a price on your emotion.

Then I hope you wonder where I am.

Cause there was no other guy that would have treated you better who can show you green and blue like the color of planet earth.

That is what you get for putting you instead of taking the chance on us first.

I know I will find love, but I don't want to find you.

Yeah you have a spot in my heart, but it is so dark.

While my heart is split apart.

I hear your voice like a song and a remedy.

It is old time for a new song and cd.

I tired my best to do all I can.

I hope no longer you respect the thought of we.

If I have not done it by now just wait.

...................I'll make you hate me.

Author's Note

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[ShubhamT]

Bro, that was really an awesome thing. You have made me love by writing such lines. No doubt it is magnificent.

[PoeticFury]

Thanks I appreciate it