Thinking About Your Insecurities

Just letting out emotion

Dear You
I just wanted you to know that you came to me in a dream last night.
We did all the things that you loved, and I hated, We argued and would fight .
Although this time there was a bit of a change through those eyes of pure darkness that you had I saw a glimmer of light.
The light that told me that none of us are perfect, but what you did was so wrong and the decision to get away from your ways were so right.
Your mouth that would down me and said that I will never be enough to make it on my own.
Your eyes that watched me like a hawk every move I would make your pupils would play ping pong.
Your lies that just added up to make a fiction book with the pursuit of not happiness, but your selfish ways just caring about you.
Never how others and their feelings on how they look. You never cared about what meant nothing to me, but the simple fact on what you can say that you took.
With promises that were so solid at first like an egg.Come to find out there was no yoke.So as I leave you with this letter of your ways and the things that were clearly insecurities.
I hope that on those words you choke.Not die, but the next time you think on telling a lie.You catch how you say things and the other person can say that is how she spoke.
Then when I awake and on your end in your own little word maybe that same person can say that you are no longer sleep walking with weird ways, and that you are now woke.
So for now take your ways away from me set me out of this mental cage around my heart that controls my mind so I can live free.
To no longer doubt the innocence of the new.The only insecurities that I had was why did I wait this long to get away from the things that you made me go through.
So be happy.Cause I know I will.I will keep walking and maybe I will see you in the future one day with someone that can deal with your ways.
Even though who ever is silly enough time will stand still.So thank you for the memories of pain and giving birth to my emotion again.
I know what and who to trust 2011 is my year as I said to win.Knowing that I will do it by being me and ever so pure.
By the way I really hope you learn cause this life is not always a tour.
Ps: Thanks for your ways again. I was just thinking about your ways you know how they were always so insecure

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