Another day in December

A Holiday poem sort of....

Another day in DECEMBER

Sitting alone in the dark sipping on a glass of Brandy

And listening to Brandy on my stereo tell me how HUMAN she is

As I try to pretend that I am not affected by the words she sings

I decorate my Christmas tree

And I try to pretend to be filled with the Christmas Spirit

My mind often wondering back to the past

A past I was trying to avoid this season

Memories that some time trap me in my head

Maybe this time I wont be able to escape

I will be lost there forever

Another day in December

Pretending that being alone doesn’t bother me

Missing the joys that Christmas once brought to my life

Missing the life I created for myself

Missing you

I know the future holds so many beautiful memories yet to come

But as I watch the clock tick

I wish I could speed up time even if it’s the next hour of my life

I pray this is the last Christmas I feel this way

Its just another day in December today…to me

Written by Mose Xavier Hardin Jr