Where i'll stay

tis how i feel.

Everything keeps getting worse
is this whole thing just a curse?
My mind is rotting away in my skull
I keep waiting for the pain to dull
relentlessly it keeps me back
And pulls me down into the deepest black
my body is mutilated and falling apart
And upon the floor lays my heart
Trampled and shattered its dead as stone
What will happen is the best kept unknown
I'll probably die, and i hope its soon
Stop shoving salt into my wound
Your beauty mangles so your smile must kill
Everything’s happening against my will
I've found that i have no control
I'm losing my self as a whole
My broken soul is slowly disappearing
you can tell in my eyes I’m growing weary
I'm tired of fighting uncertainties
Cant you see your hurting me?
My grasp on reality is slipping away
Insanity is where I’ll stay