Web Journal Of Red Pill Coyote - April 4, 2022

WHO WANTS TO COME ALONG WITH ME AND EAT VOMIT FROM A UNICORN OR A PEGASUS!? Might make us feel whole and complete, finally... Yup, either you like it or not... I'm back pretty soon... Boy that negative affect feeling really starts to kick in after days of not hanging out with my nephew because it's so clear that no one else wants to hang out with me. He at least has some real friends. Am I right? I mean dayum, I walked up to the store today and FOR THE MOST PART, I just saw people who I didn't like and they obviously don't like me. Either one person was friendly at one point and they no longer wanna be, old manager from Ronald McDonald's Hell Hole or just one of my parents' friends I can't stand. I obviously didn't talk to any of them. Just seen them. I even saw Amber in there(One of my ex-girlfriend's friends) and I really don't wanna have anything to do with her because of how much of a liberal/democrat she is. It's funny because I used some of my money to pay for some of her mother's hospital bills BECAUSE I TRY TO GIVE BIRTH TO GOD'S LIGHT ONTO THESE UNGRATEFUL PEOPLE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. But then as I was outside of the store, I see Addison. I don't really actually know her but she's on my Facebook and I can't help to feel an affectionate energy towards her. It's one of those ordeals where I can't help but to find her attractive. She was the one who started talking to me, first. Lightning bullets hitting my body. I don't think she feels the same way as I do her. She's just a seraphim empress. Just friendly and confident. But that's part of the reason why I kind of have a crush on her. She has this CAN DO positive attitude in a lot of her posts and she's cute and beautiful. I just feel like she's obviously too good for me. I'm pretty sure she thinks I'm a loser because I am one and she's a well accomplished mermaid angel hybrid. I don't know her too well but she's a lot better than the humanoid garbage that pollute this negative energy biosphere. I'd rather associate with the Melonheads of Kirtland, Ohio. AT LEAST WITH THE MELONHEADS, YOU KNOW WHERE YOU STAND! Sometimes I'll just go in public(Especially lately) and I'll see so many people I dislike that it just makes me feel like I just don't belong here and never did. I'm like the puzzle piece that doesn't fit the rest of the puzzle. It's funny because I've been thinking about it for a couple months now. I remember back in elementary and middle school, I did have a few kids come over. I don't even think they ever liked me. They just liked my Playstation 2. Lol. But most of them were just awful children. Some were even cruel but yet they were apparently my "friends". Slapping me and calling me gay and stuff. It's like those "pals" were no different than the bullies. I remember I would try to save the silkworms from being deliberately squashed by this one kid.. Daaaaayum. No wonder why I preferred to be alone back then. It's funny because I complain about how lonely I am but I guess it's better to be on an ice glacier than be surrounded by terrible people. F**k most people in Scioto County. Weird because I usually just document my MOSTLY positive interactions with people on here. Now I know why Addison hasn't dated in a while. Look at the horrific men that live in this town. I'd remain single too if I was her as well. She's a smart girl. Find a nice Christian guy over in Florida. And I just like how classy she is. 

ANYWAYS! I got an audition for a musical tomorrow. Let's see how that turns out.. Lol. I'll be singing Tiffany's I Think We're Alone Now, obviously.

Hey, I'm back again! Still the same day. I was out walking my dog Meadow on Grace Street and this very feminine voice calls me out and it's Ginger. I've known her since 2013 and I felt like I was drowning in heart particles. I actually took her over to my house and everything seemed to be on a comfortable cloud until mom learned that she was a prostitute and she has herpes.. It's just that back when I met her in 2013, she obviously wasn't one. I guess sometime after school, she was trafficked by Mike Mearan.. And when we were about ready to come outside, a police cruiser went past my house in a slow glide while looking in. Not sure what that was about.. Anyways, I escort her back to her house and when I come back home, mom just tells me that she doesn't want me around Ginger and she's just using me for money. Even though she never asked me for any... Ya know, Ginger is just a girl who needs to be rescued out of the Hellish pits to where not even a behemoth can climb out of. She's not a bad girl. In fact.. she reminds me of the younger Tiffany... Red hair, cute face and soft voice... LITTLE RED CORVETTE! Am I creating the perfect atmosphere for you?