Wishful Thinking

Wishful Thinking

 

It's been so long
Since you've made me cry
But when I saw you on the hospital bed
Just waiting to die
I couldn't fight the tears
That were clouding my eyes

 

If I could tell you I was sorry
Then I would
I realized too late that I loved you
More then I thought I possible could

 

And the mistakes that we've made
Won't go away
And it kills me knowing
That it might be too late

 

Wishful thinking leaves me empty and alone
All those times you've called
And I never answered the phone

 

If I would have only known
I'd be in this mess
I would have given you another chance
I would have never second guessed

 

I'm remembering the summer nights
Staying up way to late
The lazy summer fights
Having to much hope resting on fate

 

Has it only been a year
Since your dark eyes shined
With unshed tears
When we said our goodbyes
And got on with our lives

 

Cuz it feels like forever
Since we let that raging fire
Burn away at our lives
It left us with an unmatchable price

 

I'm more confused then I've ever been
Remembering all those things
That I never have said