Balcony / White Cars / 832 Doorways (17/18 Road To Summer)

This i probably the first year I'm not worried about a relationship
And its probably because I'm broken

UR fightin depression
& losin
Control
Self destructin

Your restrictin
My attempt
At givin U assurance
Can you be Juliet and give me asstaince

Whos that man layin
On your matters
Im committed
To my mistress
She's in distress
And I'm stressed
Getting dressed

For what seems like a press
Conference
My Uncle was my Confidant

This Panda should start standing confident

Trying to make six
Sense
Make sense
Since
I want six figures
And a wife with a figured
Out mind
That's all I want in life

What? Ahlie 
No lies
Texting Jodie using pick up lines

I like the ending
More than I like the beginning
Becsuse when im finished
We're finished

On your knees begging
For pickney
Okay and after let's go on a picnic
Dont panic
It's just ants antics

My father said in not living I'm just existing
He probablycan't even see his sons depression

Got a ride from this girl who works at sonic
Is it ironic
That she's not romantic

That this is an automatic
Classic
Summer thats starting
Like its 2 times oh six

Yafeh visited me at night & she sounded sick
Running
Crossing
The minor bridge
Just to hold me saying she missed me
And it hasnt even  been a week
And now when i text her I see
What she means

Feeling like there's no Me
In our team
even if i remove the A T

Because it's be over 180
Days and she doesn't miss me

She doesn't pick up when im calling Claiming she's too busy
Maybe she hates me
Or doesn't need me just like Jaybee

Be Beyoncé and I'll be Jay Z

How crazy

Tiger can i be your Euphrates (U fray Tees)
I RACK up your bags Tigris
You're stylish
You should be my stylist
Let's go on a road trip and count up mileage

Hours waiting
Need to renew my passport cause soon ill be traveling
Sight seeing
Some northern
mountains

In montréal

You're so disorderly
So indecisive
Obsessive
With getting better

With getting a scholarship
That youre leaving

How was California we were suppose to meet up
But I guess you got caught up
This summer can we go out and have a inconsiderable lunch

You can lay with me and get comfortable
I haven't been able
To fix my Direct TV so well have to settle with cable
My first kiss was under a table

I first kissed you on your couch after you made us breakfast
We ended up together too fast
And didn't last

Can only afford enough to get a Minute Maid
Slow sips on her lemonade

I couldn't careless
You aren't  tasteless
Wishing there was more to our relationship
I jumped ship
And shipped
All of my kicks

Gave you all of me the 21st of August
I can never get that back sorry God I lost it
And I'm losing it

Geminis will always be there when you need them
But soon ill rarely see him

Paying 40$ for a moving about somethings I dont believe in

But that was all in effort of a 16 year old kid trying to get Hannah to be more than friends
Hoping I see her again
So that I can pop that question

To Tiger
Every morning I have to see her
without actually being with her

Was with Taylor
And that didn't even last until summer
But I text her
Every other
Winter
Because I Wonder
If she's ponders

Our decision
On our discussion
On us barely being friends
Practicing communication

But its barely workin
I havent been workin
But you been watchin & readin
My story in restin again

against my will
I still
Check in on her
But its not like I ever checked out

Whats the defenition
Of intuitive
Its my descriptions

Stop describin
Past feelings
I know you're not feelin

this
19 and we're still kids
Watching 1995 kids
And it feels Like we're reminiscing
It shows a hot summer
Hot as Teenage Fever
In 2017s summer

Tell me all your insecurities
As if you need anymore security
You should join a sorority
In spring
Laying on hallow spring
From fall to spring

Well until summer
Trying to make this the best summer
Needing closure
Asking me can I go deeper
Like infinite waters
Im a deep diver
Cry me a river(x2)
Vi's the driver
Askin me if i have good credit
Askin do i still speak Arabic
I never did
...its hebrew